There is only ONE thing I want out of life (at the moment)
AND THAT is a career that I love at a station/network that I love
and that’s aside from the basics (good health, shelter, etc..)
I don’t want NO man UNLESS he can somehow be an upgrade to my budding career
I don’t want NO (new) friends unless they can somehow upgrade my budding career.
The pressure is real
The race is real
The competition is real
My passion is real
I have no time for fuckshit and flakes
I feel like I’m on the verge of a breakdown
I have tunnel-vision. I’m grateful to be employed, yes.
BUT I didn’t bust my ass in undergrad for this degree for nothing
I’ve been hunting since January
My patience is thin
I’ve cried. prayed. meditated.
edited and re-edited everything
I’m so upset right now, I can’t put it into words
I’m grateful in some aspects because I know someone is praying to be in my situation right now
But that’s not enough for me
I work too fucking hard
I’m a good person
I’m driven, ambitious..ALL of that shit
But what sets me apart from all you other heauxs that posses those same qualities?
well, I guess you’ll just have to stay tuned for that.
This is such a bittersweet feeling.
I’m so happy for some of my colleages, but….
well, you fill in the blank.